(A
disclaimer: There have been many interesting encounters and events in the past
couples weeks, encounters I wish I could share on this blog. To protect
others’ privacy, I cannot share them here, even with pseudonyms. However, here
I can recount a very public event, a kind of funeral service. Although funerals
tend to be more intimate, private events in the U.S., in other cultures they
can be very public and large, even lasting several days.)
I have had the opportunity to visit mosques in Jordan,
Egypt, and Tunisia (and Istanbul, see post "Istanbul on the Fly"), usually as a tourist. This night, I was headed
to a mosque in Dohuk under very different circumstances: a funeral service.
“Don’t you think we ought to cover our heads?” I asked from the backseat of the
car. The two women with me in the car, also non-Muslims, paused their
conversation in their native language, Syriac.
“What? No,” said the one who was driving, waving her hand
dismissively. After a moment’s pause, “Should we?”
She glanced at the rear view mirror and our eyes met. “Well,
every time I’ve been in a mosque, which is perhaps five times, I’ve covered my
head,” I said.
Turning to her mother, who was sitting in the passenger
seat, the driver translated my suggestion that we should cover our heads.
Mother and daughter argued. Their family is fiercely proud of their Assyrian
Christian identity. The prospect of covering their heads in a mosque touched a
nerve.
“Ok” said the daughter, turning off onto a side street
that would lead back to their home. “It’s better to take the – what do you call
it?”
“Scarves, veils, you know, hijab,” I offered.
“Yeah, it’s better to take the scarves in case we need
them,” the daughter concluded. She cursed under her breath at this
unexpected turn of events. Abruptly she parked beside their home, dashed
inside, and returned with five or six scarves. She tried each one in
succession, experimenting with the style. Cursing and sighing, she tossed the
pile of scarves into her mother’s lap and declared, “I’m not going to wear it.” Yet she handed me two to stuff inside my purse, “just in case.”
The problem was eventually solved by calling a friend, also
a non-Muslim, who was already at the mosque. “No, no, you don’t have to cover.
Even some of the family are not covered,” she told us.
The backdoor entrance to the mosque was a jumble of ladies’
shoes, as removing one’s shoes before entering is customary. This service was
only for women, and at another mosque across town, the male relatives and
friends were gathering. I hesitated in the doorway, a little overwhelmed by the
prayers playing on the loudspeaker inside. A young relative of the deceased
approached and beckoned our group to follow her. Her sea green, short-sleeve
Kurdish dress, over which her long brown hair tumbled, stood out among the
black dresses and black head coverings of approximately 50 women. We were in a
long, narrow room with a low ceiling and harsh fluorescent lights. The dark,
forest green carpet felt warm and moist under my bare feet. Women, sitting on
floor cushions, lined the perimeter of the room. In their black, traditional
Kurdish dresses they were harshly silhouetted against the white walls. We
stopped.
The young relative in the sea green dress had brought us to
the center of the room, to a row of plastic chairs where the bereaved family
members regally sat. The image of a woman dressed head to toe in black rose
before my eyes. I felt my cheeks burning, both from the heat and from the
feeling that many people had been staring at me, a blonde foreigner, as soon as
I had entered the mosque.
The woman for whom we had come (to express our condolences)
was standing before us, receiving us with outstretched arms. Her black Kurdish
gown was covered in tiny rhinestones, and the fine, silk-like fabric shimmered.
Her right hand clutched a Qur’an and the only splash of color on her whole body was a large turquoise ring. She pulled me into a semi-hug, making the
customary kisses on the cheeks. Her pale cheeks were like cool stone against my
hot face. In her stoic grief, like a classical statue draped in black, she was
beautiful.
After some minutes sitting on the cushions, the call to
prayer began. Most of the women moved to the back of the room and faced the
direction of Mecca. Our group of three moved to the corner and joined a handful
of relatives and friends who did not cover and did not pray. I remained quiet
out of respect, but these women soon engaged us in conversation. Was I
American? What was I doing here? The conversation turned to a discussion of all
the people who had gone to America, to Germany, all the people who had left
Kurdistan.
Meanwhile, hired help began unfurling plastic sheets on the
mosque floor and bringing large pots of rice and soup into the room, so that
the mourners could share a meal. Plates
of chopped vegetables, mounds of rice and chicken, bowls of tomato-based soup,
and loaves of bread – enough for 100 people - were laid along the plastic
sheets. “Come,” the bereaved lady said to me. “Come eat with us.” We sat with
our legs and feet tucked beneath us, chewing slowly, deliberately. Most women
silently stared at the food or into the space before them. I stole a few
glances at the grieving lady, wondering at her stoicism. As quickly as it
began, the meal was finished, the plates were cleared, and we said our
goodbyes. In the car, mother and daughter were quiet. The daughter, who has a
fondness for the Beatles, played “Yesterday” on her mp3 player. Night scenes of
Dohuk shops and cafes flashed past the car windows, and the feeling of being out of
place and time grew with the darkening sky.
5 comments:
Diana,
You make me wonder about the adventures that you've had that you cannot write about. I hope that they are good adventures, nonetheless, and that they did not cause harm to you in any way. I imagine that the funeral was interesting in many ways. Was it like a funeral over here? Did they have a funeral service? Or did it entail only a call to prayer? So interesting! I'm glad that you're enjoying your time there, Diana! Remember, stay safe and healthy!
--Danbee
Danbee,
They are "good adventures," but it is important to protect the identity of people involved in them, especially on a public blog like this.
What I described in this post was more like a wake than a funeral service. As a woman (and not a family member), I don't think I would have been permitted at a funeral proper, that is, anything like a formal service with the body present or a burial. So, my picture of what mourning is like here is very incomplete. Hopefully the post gave you an idea of one kind of social interaction/event here, albeit a sad one.
Diana,
True. I suppose it's still unstable to write about such things; I'm still curious though ^^
Ahh~ I see! Then that makes much more sense. So women are not allowed at funerals? Or dressed as you were, you would not have been allowed? Everything is so interesting! Yes, this was an interesting look inside another world. Thank you!
--Danbee
Danbee,
What I attended, I now know, is called a tazi (pronounced "tah-zee") and is a time for men and women to gather separately (in separate mosques in this case) to mourn together. Since writing the post I have been told that the custom is bury the deceased the same day, if not the very next day, and that the tazi typically lasts three days. The house of bereaved relatives may be open and receive guests for several more days and even a month.
DIana,
Wow...that's a long time for a tazi. But then again, I think the same thing happens in Korea. Except the deceased aren't buried until that the "wake" is over. And there is the case that if the person is very special, or of a higher class, then the "wake" takes 5 days. But a month is a long time... ^^
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